I miss warm hugs. I miss people that ask whether I have a great day. I just want someone to ask if I am feeling alright even when I know I would crumbled down when they ask that. I want someone to hug me and say it’s okay even when it’s far away from okay. I’m physical and mentally tired from everything. I want to run away but I can’t. I want to kill myself so bad but I can’t. Never cut before but now my wrists keep twitching asking for some physical pain. Maybe because I have been emotionally in pain for too long and I can’t bare it anymore. I am tired. I really am.