I neglected my dogs. They weren't starving or beaten, but my one dog had chronic ear infections that just kept coming back. I slipped on how frequently I clean them and give him meds, I would let his ears get way dirtier than is right. I get angry really easily and would yell at them if they struggled during nail trims. Sometimes I would skip walks for many more days than I care to say. I am disgusted with myself and Don't know that I will ever forgive myself. I'm trying to do better now and control my anger. I still wonder if I deserve to own a dog at all and if they would be happier with a different owner.