i’ve struggled with anxiety and depression for a long time. it’s debilitating. i’m so drained. it’s gotten to the point i’m constantly physically ill and my body has become weak. i’m in a constant state of fear without knowing why. my stomach aches and my head pounds without reason. i don’t understand myself and that’s the most frustrating part. i want to fix myself, but i have no idea where to start. i want to have faith that i will be okay. i want to be in love with life. i’m truly trying.