I advocate mental health since 2018, people feel like they can share everything with me and so far they felt helped with my feedback. Whether it is a constructive feedback, or i just provide an ear.
I am one of the organizer in a well-known support group for mental health and was asked to be a speaker in several occasions with other communities.
However, i had my fourth suicide attempt in dec 2020. I cannot say anything to my support group since i feel the burden of an organizer. What will people say if the organizer is also unstable. What kind of support group is that.
I feel so alone although that i still can attend to others when they need me.