Over the past few months, I haven't really been happy. I have been suffering from depression. My coping mechanism has been wine. Lots of wine. A few days ago, I learned my daughter wouldn't be coming home for Thanksgiving. No amount of begging would help. I honestly cried after she said she's not coming. She told me we could face time on Thanksgiving but it won't be the same. Today, me and my husband visited his brother, his wife, and their son. Their son is 7 and is full of energy. He loves me and I honestly didn't feel very happy today and I would have rather stayed home and drink, but there was something that kept me going and kept me entertaining my nephew. At one point me and him were in the living room. My husband and brother-in-law were outside and my sister-in-law was washing clothes. My nephew was talking about what he had been doing at school when he stopped and let out a fart. He started to laugh. I don't know why or how, but I felt inspired to do something I never would have done in any other circumstances. I leaned over and let out a loud fart. My nephew looked at me shocked, but then started to laugh. I couldn't control myself because I started to laugh too. The moment felt so good. I was actually happy in that moment I shared with my nephew.

Over the past few months, I haven't really been happy. I have been suffering from depression. My coping mechanism has been wine. Lots of wine.A few days ago, I learned my daughter wouldn't be coming home for Thanksgiving. No amount of begging would help. I honestly cried after she said she's not coming. She told me we could face time on Thanksgiving but it won't be the same.Today, me and my husband visited his brother, his wife, and their son. Their son is 7 and is full of energy. He loves me and I honestly didn't feel very happy today and I would have rather stayed home and drink, but there was something that kept me going and kept me entertaining my nephew. At one point me and him were in the living room. My husband and brother-in-law were outside and my sister-in-law was washing clothes. My nephew was talking about what he had been doing at school when he stopped and let out a fart. He started to laugh.I don't know why or how, but I felt inspired to do something I never would have done in any other circumstances. I leaned over and let out a loud fart. My nephew looked at me shocked, but then started to laugh. I couldn't control myself because I started to laugh too. The moment felt so good. I was actually happy in that moment I shared with my nephew.