I work hard for good grades but because of my learning disabilities I always get to see and have to go to summer tutoring well my siblings get to travel and have fun in the summer. At Christmas we can’t see half my family because my maternal grandfather is an alcoholic and so my mom won’t let us celebrate Christmas with extended family. Summer and Christmas, two things I should enjoy our wrecked because I am a complete failure. I will always be a failure. I’m 13 now and I fail in learning disabilities don’t go away in the extended family won’t know me when my grandfather dies because they missed out on us all these years. I am a failure. I have no friends because everybody picks on me so I just keep to myself and that way I don’t get picked on. I love the virtual learning when we had it because I won’t get picked on there and I can just hide. I am a pathetic and worthless human being who will never have a wife never have a family and never have a job. I am just a total loser who will amount to nothing and I don’t deserve to amount to anything.