I am tired. I am alone. I try to reach out and respect people but they don't reciprocate this respect. I hate being ditched at the last moment. I want to cry. I miss having friends. I just need someone to talk to because this feeling is eating me alive. My mother doesn't trust me. She even needs to know the password to my phone so I assume that she doesn't trust me. I just want to be treated as an equal in my house whose privacy is respected. I'm angry and words are not enough to express what I'm feeling.