I am embarrassed of the house I live in. I am embarrassed that I can't invite people over. I embarrassed that when people do come over they ask why my dogs are in cages and not in the backyard. (we are not allowed to have more than 1 dog in our home) I am embarrassed that the car I drive has ripped seats, dirt all over the roof, faded and chipped paint all over the car, and the gauge doesn't even work. I am embarrassed that I have to say I that I don't have a car to avoid people asking to carpool. I am embarrassed of who I am and why I am so materialistic. I am embarrassed.