I am in love with a man who makes me feel sexy and alive in ways I have not felt in years. He is my emotional equal. He treasures me, he worships me, he is open and honest with me. He is talented, beautiful, has the kindest heart, insane confidence, he smells like a dream and his mouth is a wonder. I want to leave my husband for him and start a new life with our children. I want to know him for the rest of my life. I dream about figuring out a way for us to be together without devastating our current relationships. An impossibility. But I ache for him and I am so honored that this treasure of a man feels the same way about me. I am so proud to stand by his side and I wish I could shout from the rooftops that we are in the loveliest love I’ve ever known. I LOVE YOU, J.