It is my dream school.I planned to study there for college but unfortunately, I didn't pass the entrance examination. I am happy with my current university. It's just that I feel worthless every time I'd think I failed because of my incompetence and stupidness. I am not an honor student :( I feel worthless every time I'll remember not finding my name on the list of passers. It is a cruciating pain that I cannot let go of. It's been 3 yrs already, I'm currently a 3rd yr student on my desired course but not in my dream school. Recently, I found out that my cousin passed and he's going to my dream school. Why do I feel jealous? Yes, I am happy for him but I feel sorry for myself. I wish I'm the one in his position :((