I have lots of thoughts, I think a lot about different things, but you know what makes me feel sad, because I can't express myself . Yeah I know no one will understand, I can't even tell my parents because they think I have friends and an average parent doesn't care too much about emotions. I feel like I'm scared of people, I have this fear of not being accepted, I want to be able to have friends and talk to them about things but as they say you don't always get what you wish. Congrats to people who have friends. I'm really sad and I need a friend but sadly I've always wanted but not gotten either. I'm not done. you know what life is annoying and what is the essence of it really, i am tired. I try to listen to music to stop being sad but nah, I just think if I can have just one friend I'll be a happy.