sigh.I have been a good friend to people.but I'm not the best person at home.I am a compulsive liar. I lie about anything and everything to get out of my situation.I am also a thief. lack of money causes me to steal from my family and spend it on others. I do it discreetly all the time. unfortunately its different now. because I almost got caught and I once again lied my way through. again I know what I did was wrong. I just cant stop lying. I want to seek help but my mum thinks i don't need it. she thinks I just need to work on it myself even though I can't. I really. really. want to kms ngl. I'm tired of running. but I can't face them. I just. really want to leave. I'm sorry to everyone.