So the first time I was sexually harassed was when I was 8 and the person who did it is a relative. He reached inside my panties while I was sleeping. I felt dirty even as a child. Didn't have the courage to speak up back then but I've told my mother about it now.The next time I was nearly raped was when I was 10 , my friend's brother locked me up in his kitchen and was kissing me everywhere, I resisted and pushed him but he grabbed me and held me against his arousal,I knew something was wrong,I didn't have any idea what was going on but I knew it was wrong. I bit his hand and broke free and ran away. I was 17 when my teacher was giving me private tuition and I felt his hands on my thighs slithering upwards,I looked up and he caught my hand. I knew this time I couldn't let the fucking lustful dog get away, I asked him what he was upto,he drew closer and I started shouting, calling for help. My family took action against this one. And this is not it, I have been touched inappropriately many times and these incidents have scarred me,they come back to haunt me time and time again. I always feel so scared and uneasy and uncomfortable. I was a small child when I was first harassed and these monsters have ripped me off any confidence and strength. I don't know what to do,I am scared of talking to anyone. It wasn't my fault and I don't deserve such bad things. I thought writing it might help.