I have never told this to anyone before but it been on my mind for a very long time so I just need to say it!! (TW : Sexual abuse ) Everyday I see on the news the story of a girl who has been raped and killed. I know people who have been or know someone who has been raped. It’s like it’s everywhere and there is no safe place where this doesn’t happen. I am genuinely frightened by this... I have a fear of getting raped. I am terrified that this will happen to me. I’ve had a recurring nightmare about this, that this guy who has no specific face, starts doing these stuff to me and I cannot do anything about it. It’s always the same guy and the same situation but in different ways. I am really really scared that this kind of things will happen to me and I’m afraid to get close to any guy because of this, I’m scared that if I say no they will try to rape me... just yesterday I saw on the news about a girl who was raped by her own boyfriend. I know that I should be grateful for this not happening to me now and my story is nothing compared to those who have actually gone through it (WHICH BTW I SUPPORT THOSE WHO HAVE HAD THIS HAPPENED TO THEM AND I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT TO THOSE WHO HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS SHIT) but I am just sharing because I’m really very disturbed by this and terrified that it will happen to me and I don’t know what to do. I live in a country where it is not safe for women and it’s really scary. I wish the world was safe and that it wasn’t this dangerous, I wish that people didn’t have to worry about being raped. I just pray and hope this never happens to me or anyone else. Even while typing this, just the thought of it is making my whole body tremble, my hands are shaking while writing this. No one should be afraid of getting raped! Because it shouldn’t happen! P.S I am just sharing how I feel and not trying to compare or say my story has a greater meaning or is superior to anyone else!! If it ends up sounding like that and I ended up offending someone then I am truly very very sorry, I am just bad with expressing my feelings properly.(especially through text form).