I don't think I have the peace of mind to write about anything actually. My mind goes too fast with worry for me to even structure anything. I feel too much. I think too much. I am scared. I feel that I should not have been born. It is too much, this life. And there is always more pain to come, in mine or other's lives. I don't know how I shall turn out. I just know that I feel deathly alone in this and I am very scared. If anyone reads this. Anyone at all. If you feel like it. Just say a prayer for me. I shall be grateful to you. Thank you. Adios.