I am depressed also. My parents took my sister to their farm this weekend and I wanted to go because they are seeing my cousin Will. Yet, my parents said no because my sister hates me and would get mad if I came. They are giving in to my sister's narcissism and letting her make the calls. It makes me so mad and hurt. I cannot see close family because my sister hates me. Why does my sister hate me? Because I am on the autistic spectrum so she is embarrassed of me. She hates me because I am who I am. Our Dad has stood up for me but our Mom asks my sister to stop and then if my sister screams she gives her absolutely whatever she wants. My Mom's mother (my grandmother) did the same for her narcissistic daughter (my aunt). My Mom repeats and does it for her narcissistic daughter (my sister). One day my sister will be the proud mother of a narcissistic bitch like my sister is. I shiver when I think of the torment that awaits my sister in hell at the end of her life if she doesn't change. My sister is a narcissistic bitch. So I am very depressed by all this and pondering what else will my sister destroy this summer the way she destroyed the last family trip 2 years ago and Christmas in 2019. I loved Covid-19 because I did not have to see my sister last Christmas due to the pandemic.