This morning (August 24th) I purchased oral sex from a prostitute. I am 18 and have never done anything physical with a woman. Seeing all of my friends get girlfriends and get physical got me really wanting to. I used a website to find a local woman and I got 20 minutes. I only got oral sex done, and wore a condom for safety, but I still feel terrible. I'm ashamed, and I'm mad at myself for risking STDs, and risking getting corona from her since I live with my grandpa. My brother eased my mind a bit because I told him, but I still feel bad about it.
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