I can look at my work and understand all the things for it, I have the resources, the knowledge, and the mental of idea of what I’d do to complete it all, but I just don’t do it. It makes me feel like I’m looking at it afar and saying “Yeah, that’s cool” and then never look at it again. The worst part is, I don’t seem to care about the work until it’s completely over, that’s when the feeling of “oh shit, I fucked up” sets it. And every time I get more work I know what will happen but there’s no motivation to change it. It just feel so optional, even though it’s definitely not and will impact me.