I've been suicidal since I was 9. Its been over 7 years and I dont think I can fight it anymore. I can get help in 3 years but my impulses are getting worse. I'm so tired of fighting and I'm so scared that I'll give into my impulses. I dont want to do it. Nothing ever changes. It's like I'm in a never ending loop of hell. Sometimes I dont know if I'm alive.

I've been suicidal since I was 9. Its been over 7 years and I dont think I can fight it anymore. I can get help in 3 years but my impulses are getting worse. I'm so tired of fighting and I'm so scared that I'll give into my impulses. I dont want to do it. Nothing ever changes. It's like I'm in a never ending loop of hell. Sometimes I dont know if I'm alive.

You’re important. You can’t do it because you’re not supposed to. You’re meant for something. I promise. Take this as your sign. Take this as your reason to live and keep going. And when you need another one, come back to this. Go back to the little things that make you smile. They lead you to the bigger things. Just don’t go.

You’re important. You can’t do it because you’re not supposed to. You’re meant for something. I promise. Take this as your sign. Take this as your reason to live and keep going. And when you need another one, come back to this.  Go back to the little things that make you smile. They lead you to the bigger things. Just don’t go.  