I can't explain

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I've been losing my will to live, I don't know what will I do with my live.

I always thought that I am just a burden for my surroundings, I mean there's a big possibility they secretly hate me, right?

I kept pushing people away, while the only thing I wanna do is to be surrounded by them, I want them to be here and tell me "hey, don't worry, we are all here for you, you are matter." haha too much to ask.

everytime I open my eyes I just think what can I do to make me feel better, to make this situation better, I'm just lost.

I wanna be better or gone.

if you ever read this somewhere, thank you, I just wanna share I've been feeling this whole time.

good bye.