I'm so broken . Idk who to talk about how I feel . Have been feeling like shit for years now . Always trying to see the bright side of things . Achieve it for a few weeks . Then it starts again . I dont have the energy to do anything . I hate weekends. Gotta keep myself busy. Working or working out . But my body is tired tired and I don't work on weekends . I'm sweaty all the time . No expressions on my face . I always say I'm okay . But I'm not . But I can't explain how I feel. People are nice with me . But nobody knows me . I don't allow anyone to get know me . I'm nice with people. I'm a good person . But I'm so tired of being .