I see you happy in your new life, and to be honest that’s the only thing that stops me from breaking.
I wanted it to be me, to be us - but you chose another. Even after all this time it’s you who I think of every day, I wonder if you do the same?
You are happy now for the first time in a long time, those past years of pain caused by the low life you chose over me, are all long gone and I can see you’re in a great place.
I just wish from the bottom of my heart it was me x