I feel like I’m never going to be able to reach that step into adulthood. I don’t have a job, a car (hell I don’t even have a license) and graduating highschool feels nearby impossible. All of this and I’m already 4 months away from being 18. I’m chubby, my face is less than easy on the eyes, and I always feel so fucking dumb. I’m just done with this. I don’t think I’m going to make it in this world. I’m never going to get my music out in the world or go to college or just be an adult.