I’m A female 17 yo and I have a problem. Idk what to call it exactly, masturbation addict, idk. I’m not lying about my story but ik some may find it unbelievable. I started masturbating at the age of 5! I don’t remember exactly how it began but I use to rub a workout bench stick on my private part. As a kid I didn’t even know what I was doing or if it was wrong, I just knew that I enjoyed it.
As I got older it never stopped, it just advanced to more extreme ways. I would dry jump objects or rub different shaped objects on myself. When middle school came around I discovered Omegle. I would show my body to men which I feel so disgusted and ashamed of doing. I became obsessed with pleasuring others with just the view of my body. I would never personally talk to any of these ppl but just give them what they wanted for that time.
Im 17 now, surprise, I’ve been a virgin all this time. My addiction is only perused behind closed doors and everybody sees me as sweet and innocent. I even figured out that I’m a lesbian. I’ve never really been attracted to men, for some reason I was obsessed with pleasing ppl. I don’t masturbate as often as I used to, I use distractions like working out and cleaning so I don’t have the time to. Ofc I’m not perfect. I never stopped and now I’m obsessed with lesbian porn. Idk y I ended up like this n I always think how disgusting I am and I’m ashamed of myself.