And i don't want to. Everytime I do they betray me.
I wish I could just stop having friends all together, but something in me doesn't allow. I suppose that, even if I cant trust anyone, I also dont want to be alone.
Not truly alone at least. I already feel like no one really cares and dont want to talk to me. I'm trying to stop talking to people all together.
I'm all I need anyway.