Have you ever felt different in yourself lately? Like change of behaviors. Acting differently. Got irritated easily? And when you say something bad, you also feel bad. It's like it's hunting you. You feel so bad. You thinl about people judging you because of that behavior. You don't like smiling and talking anymore. Just tired and irritated. I really don't know but that's how I am right now. I feel different. And I hate this change. I can't control this. I hate thinking that everyone hates me now. I feel that I'm always rejected. I just can't understand myself. I felt the pain in my heart. I think I'm lost. I just don't know who I am. Why am I being like this.