Firstly thank you so much for your replies. You've really helped! Thanks for your kind words.
i haven’t told him or anyone. It’s really messed me up tbh. I have started counselling but Not told them about it yet. I’m scared really scared I don’t want anyone getting in trouble.
I used to think it was my brothers fault but I’m realised it’s my parents.
we were children.
my childhood was great apart from the the home living. my parents would argue a lot and I think they forgot we were getting older.
It has traumatised me. I’ve never spoke to my brother about it in the end I just gave up telling him to keep still. I would get up and go sleep on the sofa most days.
do you think i will feel better once I talk about it.
Yes of course, it’s Something I think about a lot I want my children to have there own rooms and they will!
we have not got children yet but we plan to start soon. its the most important thing I don’t want my children to go through what I went through.