So I'll write it straight without any spices. My mother thinks that my father has extramarital affair with a lady who has been in contact with our family since several years...I don't believe it at all..my father spends most of his time with me and struggles for money since he has retired from defence services and no longer has any steady source of income apart from his monthly pension which is insufficient. I have seen my father cry and depressed so many times because my mother hurls abuses at him. She does so because my father lost a huge some of my mother's savings in the share market. That was his bad luck which piled up when my mother started getting suspicious about this other woman. She read some of their chats but they had no sexual or intimate words in them. My father said that she was just a friend and nothing more than that..but still..the seed of suspicion has been planted...I don't know what will uproot this plant which is growing and shadowing our lives with hatred towards each other. I really love both my parents I don't think he might've done anything like my mom claims...I just want to die...I can't bear all of that violence and chaos in the house anymore..