to be honest i’m pretty young but i need to talk to somebody. i feel a sense of worthlessness and i feel so ugly and useless compared to everybody else. to be honest i’ve lost all interest in being happy and leisurely things and quarantine has not made it better. I feel like crying all the time and when i’m happy or good things happen to me i don’t feel happy. my birthday is coming up and for sometime i was excited but now i’m not at all and it just feels like it’s gonna be another day in the year.