I don't exist.

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I Don't think I ever did, I have never been important to any living soul. Shunned by my mother, abandoned by my father and have a sum total of 5 failed relationships.

No true Friends to speak of.

My only joy is my son an my dogs but even these relationships are strained at times.

Had a huge argument with my partner last night, I know he hates me, but he won't admit it out loud.

Were supposed to be married next year but I feel that's a failure in the making.

I'm currently numb to my own existence.

I dream of no longer living, to truly be deleted from this place.

I cry as I write this, because I can't abandoned my child, I could not put that emotional strain on him.

so I must continue to feel empty.

I don't know what to do anymore.