I don’t feel like I deserve to be depressed :/

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Aside from split parents and the small trauma that case with it, i haven’t really had a bad life since. I live with my grandparents currently and get what I want usually. I get okay grades and got my first job with no issue. I still sometimes feel so down, with seemingly no reason. I just don’t feel like going on with doing my daily things, I feel so lazy and useless, even though I have everything practically given to me, I really don’t understand what’s wrong with me, I even have a loving girlfriend. I have so much but for some reason I feel so useless and not needed.. and knowing that I have so much and shouldn’t feel that way makes me feel worse :( I don’t know how to stop feeling the way I do