I hate it how sometimes I feel so down about something I cannot control. It’s not something I have done but something that is done to me. Except it also isn’t something directly done to me but it does affect me directly. And I hate the fact that I want to talk to my friends or my Mum about it, but it would be inappropriate for me to and I also don’t want to. It’s not something that has never happened to anyone before. It is very common, and yet I feel as though I’m the only person I know who has had to deal with it. But just like me, they probably felt they couldn’t talk about it. I’m so scared that it may never get sorted and I’m scared that it will change my future and what I want. But there’s not a lot I can do except wait.