I do not know what i feel.
Actually, I don't feel anything.
I tried to hurt myself several times.
But I feel numb.
I had a bad past and people keep judging me for it.
I try to change and I am changing but all of sudden everything goes in vain.
I lost my love.
I lost all my friends.
I am all alone.
And my family is total orthodox.
So can't even tell them what is happening with me.
I need help.
I wanna scream.
But it is just the voice in my head.