Im a former foster kid with no family I’m in contact with, recently just cut off my best friend because I didn’t like the person she was becoming and the person I was pretending to be so I wouldn’t lose her, and because I don’t live on campus I haven’t met many people from my uni. This girl at my school just recently killed herself and everyone is saying ‘if you need me feel free to reach out’ but I have nobody to reach out to. I don’t want pity or anything I just want someone to care about me. I wish I had friends, some type of family unit, something. Idk I tried to get a boyfriend but he takes me out on dates and never officially asked me to be his girlfriend and I’m pretty sure he’s messing with other girls. I don’t think I’m ugly, and most people say my personality is good or enjoy my company. Why does it seem like I’m not worthy of being cared for or love?