My mental is in worst condition right now. I already stress with my studies.I need to enter the college as a new student in two weeks, I'm not mentally prepared for it yet because I'm thinking of what will happen,how i need to improve my confident,what people will think about me and all.I just,dont know. And now, something come up. As someone who really take care of their family,love their family very much, don't want to see one of the family members hurt,this is very bad. It's really torture my mental. And the thing become worst when I am the type of person who always blame myself instead of others with everything. I just don't know. Can't i just...idk.