Only my closest friends know this, and I feel like I can't talk about it without getting vibes that they think that I should stop thinking about it. But I can't. And maybe someone out there could understand me, and maybe even suggest things I can do to stop thinking so much about it. I’ve already tried seeking help, but it didn't work. This is my confession. I got into a relationship with this amazing guy, whom I'm still with. We have it great. But there is one thing, and that is his ex-girlfriend. And before you think that it is none of my business. She and his friend made it my business. And some of the things are in the past, and I totally get that. And I’ll tell you shortly why I disliked her from the beginning. When they told me about her. She took advantage of him and forced him to do things he didn't want, sexually and emotionally. She mentally abused him. She used the fact that he didn't have any experience in a relationship and toon advantage of that for her own good. She made up things, didn't tell him anything and asked her friends to do instead. He wasn't allowed to do ANYTHING she didn't want without getting harassed. He wasn't even allowed to hang out with his family. That's a lot of things, and one of the many reasons why I hate her. At the beginning of our relationship, I could see that something was wrong. He asked permission to keep his mustache, because of her. He got surprised when I told him he could wear what he wanted. And he was afraid to have sex because he was forced to do it on her. I didn't want to intervene with the past and let it go. And made it my top priority to keep him happy. I forgot about her, for a while. Before she had stalked up all of my socials and kept track of what I was posting. She asked my boyfriend's best friend about information. And if this sounds psycho to you already, just wait. She knew that in their relationship, he didn't want to be on her TikTok. He didn't want to be mentioned. But she did it anyway, even after they broke up. She made a post about how she wanted her to love her. Another post on Instagram, kind of suggesting that he should love her instead. And this is not even close to the end.I showed my friend her TikTok, which I see now, was a big mistake. My friend commented and it started a little drama. Her friend contacted me and told me that my boyfriend had lied to me. And she told me a story about how ”it was.” but after the call, she texted the best friend to my boyfriend that she had lied. But it was all over in the end. Until his ex stalked me, yet again, for a whole month. I asked D (the best friend) to tell her to stop. It ended with that I had to tell her myself. And then I had to play it cool, and be nice not to start anything because my boyfriend and D told me she had threatened to make their lives a living hell if they anything against her. And everything she wanted to talk about was my boyfriend. (of course)I get it, this sounds like a jealous ex-girlfriend. And yeah, she was/is. But later is when it gets weirder. She told D that she had moved on. But continued to talk about my boyfriend’s dick and how hot he was to me. She didn't even try to hide it. When they got mad. , (my bf and D) she said that they had to talk to her instead. As guess what? When my boyfriend talked to her, instead of discussing the issue we had at the moment. She talked about her life and how much she had changed. And it's not over yet. After a while, she posted another thing about him. I was tired of it and did the stupid mistake of texting her and asking her to stop. I told her what she had done, and she completely lied to me. She told the same story her friend had told me, which her friend even admitted to being fake and fabricated. I tried understanding both sides, but it was impossible to believe her when she told a story that someone has admitted to being fake. And after that, she started spreading rumors about me. That I was doing the things she did to my boyfriend. The rumors started about a month after I told her what she had done. She even asked her friend, 4 months after I had said that if she continued, I would report her to the police. Because where I live, she's doing something illegal by trying to make me look dangerous and making my boyfriend look like he is in danger. To tell my friend about it and turn them against me. Did it work? No, because he knows me and I've told him the truth. And after all this, I can't stop thinking about how much I despise her. She has, in some way, I don't know how, searched up my schedule in school, just to know what I’m doing. It feels like I'm being watched all the time. It feels like I can't do anything without something getting spread around again. I don't know what to do.