This isn't a sob story or anything, just venting. This may be triggering,mature audiences please.
I feel like shit about everyday. I always do so that's normal for me. I know this may sound typical but I feel very lonely, I am used to it. I have talked to guys before and every time it has been the biggest disaster ever. A few weeks ago I was talking to a boy I knew back in the day and my legs started shaking like uncontrollable leg shaking, and this my arms and my whole body.
Anxiety attacks SUCK. I have trama with this meaning anything that involves even talking to a real life guy. It's not that bad to where I am afraid of guys I just have anxiety attacks in my body and head. I hate them but I still want to be loved. I don't know what to do anymore so I just watch prn around 2-3 times a day and do what you do when you watch it. I don't have panic attacks from that so it's fine.