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I don't know anymore...

This isn't a sob story or anything, just venting. This may be triggering,mature audiences please.

I feel like shit about everyday. I always do so that's normal for me. I know this may sound typical but I feel very lonely, I am used to it. I have talked to guys before and every time it has been the biggest disaster ever. A few weeks ago I was talking to a boy I knew back in the day and my legs started shaking like uncontrollable leg shaking, and this my arms and my whole body.

Anxiety attacks SUCK. I have trama with this meaning anything that involves even talking to a real life guy. It's not that bad to where I am afraid of guys I just have anxiety attacks in my body and head. I hate them but I still want to be loved. I don't know what to do anymore so I just watch prn around 2-3 times a day and do what you do when you watch it. I don't have panic attacks from that so it's fine.

I'm not sure what to do because If I ever did get into a relationship again I know I'm not ready. I don't think I'll ever be. I have no friends because that scares me real bad. Whatever though. Stay peaceful. Bye ! :)

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Re: I don't know anymore...

If this is who I think it is can you please call me? I feel the same way. I want a way out of my own anxiety too. I don't know how to do it by myself. Maybe we can help each other. It might not be a solution but I think it's worth a shot. You might be to afraid, I am in the same boat. I'd like to find out though.