My parents have never said their proud of me. Ever. All they honestly do is expect me to be perfect, do everything they ask me to do, but they just really don't see how bad it's affecting my mental health. I just wish I was never born. Why is it that they want me to be that perfect pretty princess who does everything perfectly? Why is it that I rarely even celebrate my birthday with anyone? Why can't I chose the clothes that I wear? Why can't I just die?