Honestly, i feel stressedAnyways, i have this account on Instagram where i just talk to people and meet new internet friends.I’ve become like the cupid of the group, im almost always able to find someone a date, even if it’s just a short, “haha we’re better off as friends date”Well, my 16 year old friend came to me about her relationship problems, she’s dating two people at once. I really tried to help but I couldn’t.. I didn’t know what to say- she dating a guy, but they’re going through rough times right nowand she’s dating girl2, but they’re also going though some rough times because girl2 is confused about if she loves the girl1 or not. Its not fair to the guy because well, every relationship goes through rough times, and his girlfriend is cheating on him!And its also not fair for Girl2 because she doesn’t know and is very confused and doesn’t even know! Girl2 is very sweet and everyone loves her, I don’t wanna see her get hurt but she also needs to work on the relationship. But girl1, I understand how she feels, I don’t know who’s she’s gonna chose or if she will even chose but im in the middle of it alli wanna help my friends and everything but with school and having to keep my art account alive, I don’t want to be in the middle of it.i also have a girlfriend and I don’t know if she likes be anymore, we barely got together and she was the one that asked me out. But now she nevers reply back to me, she always replies to someone else first. Am i being clingy? I don’t know how to feel, i love her and I don’t want her to go she also leaves me on seen all the time- what should i do with my life? UGAHAHSHSHAHHAHAnd then.. school, I don’t know if its me, school, or the stress, but I’ve been oversleeping lately and i missed many of my classes many times now. I also haven’t been finishing my work, this isn’t normal for me- I’ve also slept more, is it being a teenager thats making me like this?? and then last of all.. i feel sad all the time, i feel embarrassed, sad, sometimes scared. Im scared that everyone hates me, that im not doing enough, that if i stop art, and focus on school, that i won’t ever be good at something, i turn to art whenever i feel like I don’t know how to do anything because I’ve done art ever since i was a kid, i just escaped into my own little world with my own little characters. I don’t want to believe i have anxiety because my mom won’t let me see a therapist (mostly because im too scared to ask) but i feel like im lying to myself, that im only making myself anxious so i have somthing to talk about so that others feel bad for me. Then sometimes i get reminded of when my cousin tried touching me, he grabbed my ass while i was fake sleeping on the sofa, then continued to try and touch my boobs before I pretended to wake up. My cousin made me look bad, everyone thinks i have a relationship with him and all, but i just want a friend my age to hang out with, he stole money and blamed it on me. I took the blame because they wouldn’t believe me, im looked down upon as the next (my 2nd older sister) because she’s a stoner, she steals and takes and never gives... I don’t wanna be seen as the next her, i do love her but you know.. I don’t want to be seen as anyone but me. I want to be me but I don’t even understand myself. sorry for venting so much, thanks for reading it i guess, sorry if i have bad grammar, im kinda crying while thinking about this..