Well everyone knows how the world changed, but you need to remind yourself that the people changed too. They will never be the same after you saw them. Keep your story to yourself. You don’t have to tell them all your stories, sometimes they just listen to it, but they didn’t care at all. Stop thinking that you are important, the reality is different. You are not important to some people. They hate you. You are just in your own world. Nobody is going to help you. You need to survive yourself. You need to help yourself. You need to care for yourself. Kind people do exist but they are really hard to find. You need to keep remind yourself that nobody will understand you, nobody will take care of your feelings, nobody will listen to you.