I'm a 14 year old male, and as far as I know, I've been straight. I've never seen how guys are attractive, and I'm only attracted to females. I'm not transgender either. I was born a male and identify as one.
But, I just can't help but love wearing female clothes. Especially my mom's dresses. Sometimes when no one else is home, I secretly wear her clothes. Like, I dress myself head to toe in female clothes, bras, panties, dresses, and even makeup sometimes. I get such a rush when I'm wearing them, I feel like a female and I get such a boner. I even parade around in them and masturbate and it makes me so happy, but I don't know what the heck is going on with me.
What am I?