I feel like I don't belong in this world. I'm not happy anymore and I feel like I'll never will be. Everyday I'm tired and don't want to leave my room, it's like my safe place. Every time I go outside I feel like I'm always getting judge. Last year I couldn't stop eating and then I noticed stretch marks on my body, now this year I'm not eating at all. My grades are dropping and it doesn't help with the fact that I'll be doing online school this year. I feel like I am suffocating. I want to run away but I'm only 13, I'll end up dead at the end. I don't know what to do, over the years I stopped talking to my friends at school so I have no one to talk to. I can't even talk to my family about this. Last time I did, they said I was overreacting.
I just don't know what to do anymore.