My life has been very stressful for the past three years. I decided to go to college and from my first semester I hated it and I knew it wasn't for me but the problem is that I can't drop out because I came from a poor family my father passed away when I was a little boy and my mother had to do her best to keep food on the table for me and my older brother. So now I feel trapped because my brother was able to finish college and start his career so my mom has this high expiction for me but unlike my brother I am having a hard time. I am trying my best but I can never seem to do anything right. I don't even know what I want in life people keep telling me to find something that I love but I could never find it. All I want is to be happy but any time I try to be something bad always happens to me. I just wish I could have someone that will listen to me.