I want to kill myself but I’m too scared. I have no one, nothing, and no where to go besides with my mom. My family doesn’t care about me, the man I’ve been with since 2017 left me, no one reaches out to me, no one would care if I blew my brains out or killed myself. I’m tired of feeling like a emotionless robot. I want to disappear but have no where to go. I wish I could kill myself and not be a little bitch about it. What should I do? I can’t even get help, I don’t think anyone even cares enough to help me.