There are times where i really just want to die, but i don't know why. It's like there is something inside of me wanting to come out, to be free. but i don't know how to contain it. I've tried talking to my parents, but they said it was "Average teenage problems". I tried talking to my counselor, but she says i just "Need to take a walk. I've tried overdosing, cutting, drowning, even suffocation, but it never works, or it hurts too much. But then again, i always feel stupid because there are people who have it worse than me, so i try to cover it up for myself, but my mind goes in such twisted ways... so i don't know what to feel.