By the time that i know i like girls when i was a young girl, i wanted to do boy's things. I wore my dad's clothings, like pants and t-shirts, it was all too big but i don't care as long as i feel like im a boy. But years pass by i still haven't actually embrace it because i'm afraid of what people would think of me when i get a girlfriend rather than a boyfriend especially my family whose very strict, but my mom seems kinda like it, when i say 'kinda' i mean is she's okay with it but don't really care about it and just let it be what it is, but im worried of my father. One time when i 'playfully' ask him, "What if i like girls" then he replied, "By the time you grow up it will change". I don't know if that's a good thing or not, but i was really kinda hurt - not not kinda, like really hurt to the fact that i cried and cried. - im very sensitive But now i'm still thriving with my gay shit, but not really confident enough to really say it. My Facebook friends and bestfriends do know it and they don't really care about it too much - except for my one and only favourite gay girl that supports me the most. So now i want to embrace it more, like, i want to get a haircut like boy's. Those curly hairstyle with a mullet lol but like i really want it. But im kinda scared of what my classmates would say...but fuck it right? If i can turn down an indian man then i can cut my hair too. So like motivate me hshshs also give me advices and your own stories!