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I don’t know what’s going on

idk if I should label what I’m feeling and going through as depression , because I don’t wanna offend anyone but lately I’ve been going into this hole of emptiness & not feeling good enough. Last year it was worse , I couldn’t get out of bed to do anything , eat, take a shower , get dressed, nothing. I’m slowly starting to feel like how I did in the beginning when I went into that dark place last year and I’m scared.I don’t know what’s going on with me, I need to find that motivation quickly because I need to apply to colleges next month and I haven’t even started my PIQs . And I really want to go to college but this feeling & reality I’ve been living in doesn’t help.