I'm feeling insecure and sorta guilty right now. One of my closest friends broke up with her boyfriend. He broke up with her, not the other around. They weren't close to a year but you could tell that they loved each other so much that they even got engaged. But he broke up with her saying that he has to sort out things with himself but that's bull. All over miscommunication. It pisses me off but it also makes me feel even worse because I saw it coming. One way or another, I thought "I don't think they're going to last". I felt bad for thinking that but even worse now because I ended up being right. I just can't wrap my head around it.
I've been feeling insecure because recently when I see pictures of me and this person that I like, I'm thinking "How could I even think that they would ever like me?" I'm nothing special. I'm not pretty enough. I'm definitely not skinny enough. I need to lose weight. They don't. They're beautiful in my eyes so much that it makes me cry seeing them. But me? I'm not there yet. I'm pretty but I still have A LOT of work to do in my eyes.