I feel so god damn lost. Like everyone else is moving forward with their lives and I’m stuck. I don’t know who the fuck I am. I’m a person who is very aware of their emotions and their life. But recently I’m confused all the time like I don’t know myself anymore. I hate this.
ya know I’ve always found it funny how people say “I care about you” when they clearly don’t. Like if you cared you’d notice when I’m upset, and you’d go further then just asking my how I’m doing, you’d recognize how different I am now. I don’t talk about my feelings with anyone anymore because I feel like they don’t care. But keeping everything inside has been so much worse. Like I feel like I don’t know who my real friends are anymore. I feel so fucking alone.